wat actually matters...

everyone of us is ultimately looking for love in some form.. everyone of us.. love comes in so many packages....some of us yearn for a mom's love.. some of us for a friend's.. while there are some others who find love in a sister or a partner..

Then why are we so boggled up when we hear the word 'love'.. its nothing to be scared of.. its somethin that helps you smile.. helps you cry your sorrows out.. love never dies.. it stays forever.. you can never hate somebody you love.. still when somebody you love hurts you or breaks your heart you try .. you try so hard to hate them.. but u never can.. u might move on forget the hurt but never the love.. love stays forever..

when a person moves on its not that there is no love... there are other things in any relationship other than love... the understanding, comfortability and trust combined together weighes more than love actually.. one might love somebody so much that they can keep trying to make things work.. but things will only work if the other factors are intact..

so what is it that matters...so does that mean if i understand and am comfortable with someone.. its enough to make a relationship work.. yes.. this is the truth..it is enough.. love follows wherever there is a perfect combination of comfortability and trust.. well thats the only way indian marriages work..

thats the only reason why so many relationships don't.. !!

as one moves on in life. they find a few people who make them feel special.. who make you think you are the only person who mattered to them.. you are the priority in their life.. then situations come up n you drift apart.. and how does this situation arise .. 'misunderstandings'.. no worries soon you'll find another person who makes you feel the same way this time jus remember not to let the 'misunderstanding' come in the way.. !!

love is an inspiration and a stimulus.. it gives you hope.. it gives you the courage to keep trying.. it gives you te boost when you are down.. gives you the reason to smile even while you are cryin... so let's not be scared of feelings.. lets not be scared of the intensity of the feelings.. someday you might be surprised to find the power they hold.. they can get you through nythin..!! when i say anything i mean anything...!!

dancing in the rain..tada tada da...

I sat by the window.. looked at the rain drops trickling down the window pane.. I ran my finger on the other side tracing the drops absentmindedly.. there was a small smile on my face …I imagined myself running down the street screaming and enjoying the rain…getting drenched… I imagined pulling my friends from next door and playin in the rain.. I sat and smiled.. it was beautiful.. full of life.. just the way I wanted to be..

As I sat there looking out I heard a voice in my head.. why am I jus sitting here content to see n imagine .. why am I not actually getting up n doin the thing I really want to..as I always d I tried to justify myself saying I have grown up I cant really scream n play in the rain in the streets.. I heard a cynical laugh.. I tried to come up with something else.. I said I might fall sick.. the laugh just got harder.. I said oh common what ll people think of me.. they ll think I am mad.. the voice said yes this is the reason. You are bothered about people.. it said u can jus imagine what it is like to dabble and play in the rain.. have you ever felt it.. imagining something and feeling it are two different things.. are you afraid of feeling something that is simply the best.. above it all.. I was quick to react.. I said no.. why wud I do that… think harder said the voice..

I thought n I found that in reality I had always looked at other people having fun and jus imagining myself in their place.. I had never really taken a stand saying I ll try it myself.. why I wondered now.. I looked at the rain drops.. tried to feel how it would feel.. I found the answer.. it was all in my head.. full of social prejudices.. what is right what is wrong.. I jus let these prejudices confuse me..!!

It was all sorted out now.. I knew I should do the things I longed to do.. cause everybody deserves a chance to experience things on their own..!! I was tired of imagining things.. I put a broad smile on my face.. opened the door to the street.. ran down screaming and enjoyin the rain…!! Jus the way I imagined.. !! I saw kids playing in the water.. I joined them.. smiling and laughing splashing water on each other,, and guess what it felt jus awesome.. way better than wat I imagined it would feel… it was ecstatic.. !! now I thought even if I fall sick guess it would be worth it.. everthin s worth a try in life.. !!

I had never been more happier and excited my entire life..!! it was way beyond wat it looked like from far.. to sing and dance in the rain..!! when I came back to my room.. the whole experience touched me so much that I was ' speechless'.. guess I can never put it into words wat I felt.. but if you really wanna know try it.. whatever you longed to do.. whatever you were content to sit far away n look at and jus imagined what it would be like..!! I know people think I m crazy now.. n crazy I feel.. but its nice..!! I have never enjoyed n been happy about feeling as crazy as I feel today!!