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“You can’t take control of your emotions better than this..” said a friend of mine.

For a person who is as emotional as me this is possibly the best compliment ever. Its nice to have control over your emotions and not let emotions take over you. You know what you are doing and you don’t have to look back and say “ah I wish I had nt been so emotional and thought over it logically”. It’s a huge relief that not only I feel better but people are able to see this difference in me. Because what you feel is reflected in the world around you… the world of your close friends and family. And the fact that they see the difference means you ve really made the change. They are the ones who know you as well as you know yourself if not better.

I now know that the same emotions that were a weakness of mine till yesterday are my strength today. I can think both logically and emotionally and arrive at a decision rather than letting one overtake another. I can sync feelings with reasoning.. a perfect harmony… peace by itself where there is no conflict between your mind and soul. My mood swings have reduced considerably.. the suffocation I had from being tied down to emotions is gone. I feel good about myself and at the same time I no longer worry myself thinking about things that don matter much. I still have a link to my emotions but I am not tied down to them.. I control emotions and not them me. I was trying to reason my existence find my purpose in this world. As I went deeper and deeper into it I reached a point where I asked questions and questions and thought wow I still have a lot to figure out… this by itself can be the very purpose of my life.. to seek answers.. or it might be as simple as being able to help another fulfill his purpose.

I move on taking two steps forward all the time knowing life ll play its tricks on me and send me four steps backward. In this journey of moving forward and then again falling behind I learn a lot and this is wat that keeps me going. I was telling my friend jus today I sometimes think I make my life so complicated. But then again Life is not the same everyday for me thanks to the complexity. I ask new questions everyday my mind wanders in new directions thinking about things that never crossed it earlier and give me the enthusiasm to seek answers.. otherwise living a monotonous life can be pretty exhausting and life ll hold no meaning. My life teaches me something new everyday.. I get smarter by the day..(hopefully).. each day starting with lessons learnt from yesterday’s experience and adding more lessons for tomorrow. So do something different today.. THINK DIFFERENTLY and THINK DIFFERENT THINGS. For all that you may know your thought can melt mountains…..