i never thought i wud blog..!! i was asked to blog.. a few friends suggested it would do me good.. but i never wanted to.. i don know why.. it was in my head.. somethin to do with blogs.. i don know sometimes when u decide on something its difficult to come out of it.. its a struggle with yourself.. i had to come out of the shell i created myself.. break it n come out.. to blog..!! this is jus one instance.. there has been a million issues for which i ve created rules n conditions n stuff within myself that becomes a problem for me itself later.. why is it that i m not able to come out of this or reframe the boundaries of the shell?? why is it i m making my own life complicated?? i woke up in te morning with this thought in my head.. i would make mmy life worth living a hundred times n over.. i started off with things i din wanna move on from.. i din wanna let go.. i feared i would do jus fine without them.. i din wanna be fine i wanted to be miserable.. i wanted to blame myself for everythin.. i feared i would find i m strong.. its easier to be weak n run n hide behind people.. i broke all my stupid rules.. i have come to accept i have enough courage and srength to face things.. i don ve to be trapped in te past.. i can move on.. stay happy.. life gives everyone another chance.. this is my second chance.. i should nt be stupid enough to refuse this chance.. its worth a try.. agreed its a dark n cold night.. but there ll be a bright morning.. let me get in shape to enjoy the light..!! to live!! to smile!! to spread the smile!!
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Life has it's own way of showing it's importance !!! we find it very weird and not welcoming..but face it..if we dont accept it and move on; we would never have the patience to call it a life...we would be so happy that we wouldnt realize whats missing...every one gets a second chance..it depends on us if we should go ahead or not..i m glad u took the chance and trying really hard to move on..i m in with u all the way in case are in need of a helping HAND....and one thg RULES are meant to be broken lol...so keep all the rules u are planning to make or put in life n face life as it comes..cos according to me we just one LIFE and got dwell with it...lol so cheers and keep facing it with a smile..."a smile is one of the thg that can make thgs straight " rmber @ some point we ve to leave what actually mean alot to us...so now or some other time u ve to leave it..so keep the past in the past and welcome the FUTURE with A BROAD AND BEAUTIFUL SMILE OF URS...
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